the time to classify is now coming. honestly, i don't know what to choose and take and what to waste and ignore. but the fact that it all could be diminished and faded soon after short period of time can not be changed. i need to select in the chaos. as i know already, it would be hard. it should be painful. however, easy come easy go like sand on the beach. from now i'll start the most important one. but the person i am concerned very much due to does not care as me, i think. am i that stupid?